[From the author of “Poems by Kolki- Absolutely Humane” & “Real Path To 9/11”]

 

Just Being Black

(Dedicated to athlete Demetrius DuBose, 28, gunned down by San Diego Police in cold blood on July 24, 1999 – and all victims of extra-judicial killings around the world - Deepak Sarkar, www.kolki.com)

<Related Poems: Harmony    WAR    A Day of Non-Violence     Stranger    Democratic Security    Better World>

 

Hi, I am (late) Demetrius DuBose!

It was summer of 1999 in San Diego!

The football season was just picking momentum!

I was spending time with my folks -

Before taking off for the Tampa Bay Buccaneers!

 

As I was leisurely driving down the Mission Beach -

It brought back many memories of good old days -

Including my play at the Notre Dame!

 

Suddenly, I saw flickering police lights from behind!

With high beam focused, urging me to stop by road side!

 

I looked at my odometer reading!

No! I was not speeding!

Is my license plate expired?

No, it is valid till next year!!

I stopped anyway and waited for the surprise.

 

Two police officers approached me!

And asked for my license and registration rudely!

I acted promptly, as I was enjoying favorite music merrily!

 

They ordered me to come out of the car!

‘Anything wrong Officer?’, I asked!

 

Come out of the car, ‘mother F-word’, ‘Nigger’!

Or we will blow your head like a fire cracker!

Scared, slowly I stepped out of my car.

 

They ordered me to lie down with hands on my back!

As they were getting ready to hand cuff me -

I asked again, ‘Why? What did I do?’

‘You can explain that to court’, they yelled!

 

I was completely taken aback -

And didn’t know what to do!

Then I got very angry as I felt insulted -

And urged them to let me go!

 

They drew their firearms pointing to me!

As I was shivering in a terrible fear breathing heavily!

Then I raised my hands extended forward

Urging them to hand cuff me politely -

While trying to explain who I was!

 

Suddenly, I heard many loud booms!

And a quick feeling of missing body parts!

As blood was oozing out from my body!!

I tried to shout, but, couldn’t say anything!

All I saw a rapid rewinding of my life events -

Ending in sleep at my mother’s lap with pains!

 

Yes! Yes! Yes!

My brothers, sisters and citizens of the world –

I am Demetrius DuBose of Tampa Bay Buccaneers!

They killed me! They killed me in cold blood!

As if they were practicing shooting live objects.

 

They do it every day!

They do it in every city, throughout USA!

They did it because I was black!

They do it because we are black!

They do it because they know they can get by!

They cook many stories in their media as they yawn -

But the truth is, they killed me -

Just because I was black!!

Written Aug. 3rd, 1999

 

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Author: Deepak Sarkar, 844 Royal Oak Ave, Victoria, BC V8X 3T2, Canada; Tel/Fax: 250-412-2897;

E-Mail: Deepak.Sarkar@ieee.org; Poetry & Peace Web Site: www.kolki.com

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Once for all we must ask ourselves what made human the only animal who enjoys killing and destructing their own kind as well! Kolki